end of term 2
terms 2 passes by. time flies when you're not paying attention, yet when you want it to something always seems to go wrong. CT's coming up after the holidays. i know if i take them now i'm just heading for deep trouble, so let's just see how much we can salvage from a rush during the june hols.
oddly enough, every time i look at my message inbox i get the feeling that history repeats itself. something very very similar happened last year, around the exact same time. i don't want to think about it, but that is the truth. can't run from that. i'm clinging on to every last bit of hope, somewhat. afraid to take a step forward, but afraid that the same thing will happen again if nothing is done.
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which brings me to ask, is it better to do something and regret what you've done, or do nothing and then regret that nothing was done? i'm always one to prefer action. rather than keep thinking what would have happened had action been taken. at least my conscience is clear that i've done my best and what i deem to be right, and heck about what others think. i'm not here for popularity.
speaking of which, i'm not essentially busy. if i'm really busy i will state it. don't make too many assumptions, as i've learnt because those assumptions tend to be wrong. it's not that i'm perpetually busy or summat, it's just that i hate wasting time. there's once an inventor whose name eludes me at the moment (i'll find it soon enough) who never stayed still at one spot. every moment spent doing nothing was a moment wasted to him. and i buy that story. time on earth is short, and things don't happen to you. things actually happen because someone makes them happen. so why sit there and wait?
having said that, you'll more often than not find that whatever i'm doing is not crucial. if it is i'll say so. otherwise, 90% of the time i can put down whatever i'm doing, or just multi-task.
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and i hate to say this, but i didn't notice something very wrong with a particular situation, because my attention was divided elsewhere. it's like argh. now on hindsight all the signs were there, and they weren't even difficult to spot. then again, hindsight is always 20/20. wish i could do something before this disaster happened. the consolation, i guess is that it's kinda temporary. unless i've misread something again, things should be back to normal pretty soon... i hope.
P.S. added new song. does anyone recognize it? =3
oddly enough, every time i look at my message inbox i get the feeling that history repeats itself. something very very similar happened last year, around the exact same time. i don't want to think about it, but that is the truth. can't run from that. i'm clinging on to every last bit of hope, somewhat. afraid to take a step forward, but afraid that the same thing will happen again if nothing is done.
...
which brings me to ask, is it better to do something and regret what you've done, or do nothing and then regret that nothing was done? i'm always one to prefer action. rather than keep thinking what would have happened had action been taken. at least my conscience is clear that i've done my best and what i deem to be right, and heck about what others think. i'm not here for popularity.
speaking of which, i'm not essentially busy. if i'm really busy i will state it. don't make too many assumptions, as i've learnt because those assumptions tend to be wrong. it's not that i'm perpetually busy or summat, it's just that i hate wasting time. there's once an inventor whose name eludes me at the moment (i'll find it soon enough) who never stayed still at one spot. every moment spent doing nothing was a moment wasted to him. and i buy that story. time on earth is short, and things don't happen to you. things actually happen because someone makes them happen. so why sit there and wait?
having said that, you'll more often than not find that whatever i'm doing is not crucial. if it is i'll say so. otherwise, 90% of the time i can put down whatever i'm doing, or just multi-task.
...
and i hate to say this, but i didn't notice something very wrong with a particular situation, because my attention was divided elsewhere. it's like argh. now on hindsight all the signs were there, and they weren't even difficult to spot. then again, hindsight is always 20/20. wish i could do something before this disaster happened. the consolation, i guess is that it's kinda temporary. unless i've misread something again, things should be back to normal pretty soon... i hope.
P.S. added new song. does anyone recognize it? =3
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