competition season
there's a fine line between balancing results versus studies, but that line is pretty darn hard to find. my dad's been yelling at me becausei've been playing a lot of bridge lately, but competition season is here. gotta practice and all. i bet it's the same with sportsmen, right? just that they don't get yelled at for training because it isn't at home.
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apparently, my trust got misplaced again. as much as i want to and as much as i try to, one-way conversations don't work out. don't try to evade my questions, please, or i get the feeling i'm not trusted. as i said, the two most important things to me, are loyalty and trust. these two i prize above everything else. and i do the same to friends too. so when i'm not trusted... well that bond is kinda broken. and that's not a good thing.
i'm pretty good at figuring some things out, i'm not all that thick, although sometimes i don't let on. non-verbal signals are pretty telling. so when i do ask, please answer something. it's all right if you can't tell me just yet, but don't evade forever.
and another thing, never be sorry for whatever you say and do. i do NOT buy "i'm sorry". to me it really doesn't serve any purpose and it doesn't have any meaning. i take responsibility for whatver i do or say, and i usually mean it. i'd like the same treatment. "i'm sorry" doesn't have any effect. if you really are, then show it through actions not words. got quite a few people this applies to, hope you're awake enough to know.
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yijun told me that there are a few people who think the world revolves around them. that everything is me me me. well i won't deny that, but i doubt i'd agree 100% either. i mean, isn't that a universal human trait? we all tend to do that some time. and most likely, we won't even notice. especially for guys, wanting to show off is pretty natural, and i guess i won't fault you for it. just try to tone it down a little esp when others aren't feeling so good already?
and also, i need someone to give me a wake-up knock when that happens to me. 'cause as i said i probably wouldn't notice it.
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what's it like to lose your best buddies? it's very unnerving to see an unbreakable person... well... broken. like that pillar of support, the person who stands through problems and crisis with calmness and stuff? when that unmmovable person breaks down, it's very unnerving. one 'cause there must be soemthing super-wrong, or, well i can't think of anything else. just think about one person whom you think doesn't get fazzled in any circumstance and is always cheery, and think of him/her in depression. it's just unnerving, somehow. makes you feel a little helpless too.
short post, huh? got a few more small stories but maybe it'll be left to next time.
P.S. oh, and to someone. nice try. i know what's going on. minimal details and all, i know the general idea and situation. nice job of covering it up though. got almost all the details plugged. and no. those weren't just little bits of emo to fit... i would have bought that story if it wasn't for your posture and gesture. heh.
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apparently, my trust got misplaced again. as much as i want to and as much as i try to, one-way conversations don't work out. don't try to evade my questions, please, or i get the feeling i'm not trusted. as i said, the two most important things to me, are loyalty and trust. these two i prize above everything else. and i do the same to friends too. so when i'm not trusted... well that bond is kinda broken. and that's not a good thing.
i'm pretty good at figuring some things out, i'm not all that thick, although sometimes i don't let on. non-verbal signals are pretty telling. so when i do ask, please answer something. it's all right if you can't tell me just yet, but don't evade forever.
and another thing, never be sorry for whatever you say and do. i do NOT buy "i'm sorry". to me it really doesn't serve any purpose and it doesn't have any meaning. i take responsibility for whatver i do or say, and i usually mean it. i'd like the same treatment. "i'm sorry" doesn't have any effect. if you really are, then show it through actions not words. got quite a few people this applies to, hope you're awake enough to know.
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yijun told me that there are a few people who think the world revolves around them. that everything is me me me. well i won't deny that, but i doubt i'd agree 100% either. i mean, isn't that a universal human trait? we all tend to do that some time. and most likely, we won't even notice. especially for guys, wanting to show off is pretty natural, and i guess i won't fault you for it. just try to tone it down a little esp when others aren't feeling so good already?
and also, i need someone to give me a wake-up knock when that happens to me. 'cause as i said i probably wouldn't notice it.
...
what's it like to lose your best buddies? it's very unnerving to see an unbreakable person... well... broken. like that pillar of support, the person who stands through problems and crisis with calmness and stuff? when that unmmovable person breaks down, it's very unnerving. one 'cause there must be soemthing super-wrong, or, well i can't think of anything else. just think about one person whom you think doesn't get fazzled in any circumstance and is always cheery, and think of him/her in depression. it's just unnerving, somehow. makes you feel a little helpless too.
short post, huh? got a few more small stories but maybe it'll be left to next time.
P.S. oh, and to someone. nice try. i know what's going on. minimal details and all, i know the general idea and situation. nice job of covering it up though. got almost all the details plugged. and no. those weren't just little bits of emo to fit... i would have bought that story if it wasn't for your posture and gesture. heh.
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