better to be too concerned or not at all?
in this world, we always talk about "balance". it is the ideal, it's what we always want, but i highly doubt there actually exists such thing as balance. hypocritical mankind. well, we get what we give, i guess.
my parents are the type who constantly yells at me for every small detail. at times i'm thanksful for it. but at times i'm envious of those whose parents don't really give a damn. two extremes. like i said, there's no middle ground, and we're hardly in the position to choose. but i'm always curious to know, which exactly is better?
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i might soon start taking a leaf out of yijun's book (or in this case, website) although that form of hinting isn't really my style. still slightly too obvious for me. heh. which brings me to another point.
it seems i read people a bit too well. that good? not sure either. but it certainly helps in trying to feel out what people are feeling or experiencing. and it helps because most of the time nobody is gonna tell you that to your face. then again, there are some people who are easier to read than others, and some who hide them really well.
and i've been told i hide things well too. do i? i'm not so sure. but i guess if that's what ppl tell me i could take it at face value.
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getting pretty tired of RJ politics, really. too damn many all over the place. especially since we're in J2 year and it's that time of the year we choose for handover. singapore a meritocratic society? the education system a meritocratic place? pah, don't make me laugh. so much politics that it's not even funny. as of now, i just can't wait till handover is over. then i'll sit back and look at what's gonna become of things. i'm too tired of trying to change things and getting a brush-off. you want to keep thigns currently? go ahead. i don't care anymore. in fact, why did i even do so in the first place?
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i'm gonna start a quote of the week, i think. not funny ones though...
"parents who pressure their children to be great, are never great themselves"
my parents are the type who constantly yells at me for every small detail. at times i'm thanksful for it. but at times i'm envious of those whose parents don't really give a damn. two extremes. like i said, there's no middle ground, and we're hardly in the position to choose. but i'm always curious to know, which exactly is better?
...
i might soon start taking a leaf out of yijun's book (or in this case, website) although that form of hinting isn't really my style. still slightly too obvious for me. heh. which brings me to another point.
it seems i read people a bit too well. that good? not sure either. but it certainly helps in trying to feel out what people are feeling or experiencing. and it helps because most of the time nobody is gonna tell you that to your face. then again, there are some people who are easier to read than others, and some who hide them really well.
and i've been told i hide things well too. do i? i'm not so sure. but i guess if that's what ppl tell me i could take it at face value.
...
getting pretty tired of RJ politics, really. too damn many all over the place. especially since we're in J2 year and it's that time of the year we choose for handover. singapore a meritocratic society? the education system a meritocratic place? pah, don't make me laugh. so much politics that it's not even funny. as of now, i just can't wait till handover is over. then i'll sit back and look at what's gonna become of things. i'm too tired of trying to change things and getting a brush-off. you want to keep thigns currently? go ahead. i don't care anymore. in fact, why did i even do so in the first place?
...
i'm gonna start a quote of the week, i think. not funny ones though...
"parents who pressure their children to be great, are never great themselves"
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