week 2... already
sigh.. time flies. time, as always, is elusive, and we often wonder what happens to it on hindsight, and only in hindsight...
i don't get that may chances to look at the present J1s, for whatever reason. i've only seen them twice, i believe, and once was at lunch when they were at the canteen, so =/
but every time i look at them.. i get the feeling of regret... i was once that carefree and lively. just one year ago. no horrible nightmare looming in the distance, no worries, and no complicatedness of life. just a bundle of energy that keeps going and going like an energizer battery. what happened?
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it's sorta unnerving talking so suicidal people... something like watching a car rushing towards a small kid in the middle of the road but being unable to do anything about it except to watch. can't even close your eyes, even. i haven't gotten over that yet, although nobody else really knows about it. but i shouldn't go into that...
got many things on my mind this week. a lot to sort out, because new concepts jsut keep flooding in and it isn't easy or possible to make sense of all. but there's one thing i found the answer to, and hopefully i can get individual answers from you too. where did it come from? anime called "gift ~ eternal rainbow" =]
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in that particular world, everyone has a "gift" this "gift" can be used to make miracles, fulfill someone's wishes, more or less do anything. but there are a few conditions attached.
(a) you only have one "gift" in your entire life.
(b) there must always only be two people, a "giver" and a "receiver"
(c) the receiver must not know about the gift. (i.e. must be unaware)
(d) the giver and the receiver must be connected. meaning that the giver has to give wholeheartedly and the receiver must accept wholeheartedly.
now, you notice conditions (c) and (d) are the hardest to do. which makes the simple elegance of the idea so much more appealing. especially since the receiver has to accept something s/he does not know about. it really counts for a lot in the storyline.
anime aside, just from the concept, i would like to know what other people's answers are. who will you give the gift to and what would you wish for? keep in mind that all four rules have to be observed or the "gift" will be "misplaced" and be distorted.
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Endnote: i was supposed to change da music, but since the last month internet's been crappy and youtube music doesn't load well, i won't change it just yet. i've included a radio link to the new song that's supposed to be up so ppl can hear both at once =] (not that most ppl want to, of course >_>) and of course, a translation is always needed XD
i don't get that may chances to look at the present J1s, for whatever reason. i've only seen them twice, i believe, and once was at lunch when they were at the canteen, so =/
but every time i look at them.. i get the feeling of regret... i was once that carefree and lively. just one year ago. no horrible nightmare looming in the distance, no worries, and no complicatedness of life. just a bundle of energy that keeps going and going like an energizer battery. what happened?
...
it's sorta unnerving talking so suicidal people... something like watching a car rushing towards a small kid in the middle of the road but being unable to do anything about it except to watch. can't even close your eyes, even. i haven't gotten over that yet, although nobody else really knows about it. but i shouldn't go into that...
got many things on my mind this week. a lot to sort out, because new concepts jsut keep flooding in and it isn't easy or possible to make sense of all. but there's one thing i found the answer to, and hopefully i can get individual answers from you too. where did it come from? anime called "gift ~ eternal rainbow" =]
...
in that particular world, everyone has a "gift" this "gift" can be used to make miracles, fulfill someone's wishes, more or less do anything. but there are a few conditions attached.
(a) you only have one "gift" in your entire life.
(b) there must always only be two people, a "giver" and a "receiver"
(c) the receiver must not know about the gift. (i.e. must be unaware)
(d) the giver and the receiver must be connected. meaning that the giver has to give wholeheartedly and the receiver must accept wholeheartedly.
now, you notice conditions (c) and (d) are the hardest to do. which makes the simple elegance of the idea so much more appealing. especially since the receiver has to accept something s/he does not know about. it really counts for a lot in the storyline.
anime aside, just from the concept, i would like to know what other people's answers are. who will you give the gift to and what would you wish for? keep in mind that all four rules have to be observed or the "gift" will be "misplaced" and be distorted.
...
Endnote: i was supposed to change da music, but since the last month internet's been crappy and youtube music doesn't load well, i won't change it just yet. i've included a radio link to the new song that's supposed to be up so ppl can hear both at once =] (not that most ppl want to, of course >_>) and of course, a translation is always needed XD
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