been 3 weeks?
been a bit long since i last came on here. then again, it's like there isn't much time for it anyway >.> i haven't got time to think through my thoughts properly, even. seems like everyone's caught up in this big rush for studying.
and then i wonder... what's going to happen after this? life is like one big race to the finish line, except we never know what we're gonna do ONCE we reach that finish line.
just walk into any classroom and ask. "what do you want to be or do when you grow up?" i'd bet you'll get answers ranging from having tons of money, to being famous, or popular, or something like that. but noone seems to be able to answer the follow-up question, which is "what you want to do after that?" could you answer it?
this was the closest answer i got:
"so, what do you want to be when you grow up?"
a: "i want to be a millionaire and have lots of money!"
"so, say you're now 35 and earned your millions. now what?"
a: "*thinks for some time* uhm, i'm going to travel around the world!"
"ok, so you travel around the world and see all the sights there is to see. now you're 38 years old. now what?"
a: "..."
would that sound familiar?
...
just went back to visit an old teacher today. in the middle of SCGS, as usual... but oh well. what's there to be afraid of anyway =.= not like staring makes holes in you or something >.>
lost touch with a lot of people, i realised. sometimes things happen beyond my control. sometimes i just watch them drift away, and i know jolly well what's causing it... sighz. i try to be amiable... but sometimes things don't work out...
...
i'm starting to write quite a bit. seems kind of solace, i guess. fiction is always good 'cause it leaves a lot to the imagination. but i seem to like the WRONG kind of fiction >< aghs, we'll see how it turns out, again...
and then i wonder... what's going to happen after this? life is like one big race to the finish line, except we never know what we're gonna do ONCE we reach that finish line.
just walk into any classroom and ask. "what do you want to be or do when you grow up?" i'd bet you'll get answers ranging from having tons of money, to being famous, or popular, or something like that. but noone seems to be able to answer the follow-up question, which is "what you want to do after that?" could you answer it?
this was the closest answer i got:
"so, what do you want to be when you grow up?"
a: "i want to be a millionaire and have lots of money!"
"so, say you're now 35 and earned your millions. now what?"
a: "*thinks for some time* uhm, i'm going to travel around the world!"
"ok, so you travel around the world and see all the sights there is to see. now you're 38 years old. now what?"
a: "..."
would that sound familiar?
...
just went back to visit an old teacher today. in the middle of SCGS, as usual... but oh well. what's there to be afraid of anyway =.= not like staring makes holes in you or something >.>
lost touch with a lot of people, i realised. sometimes things happen beyond my control. sometimes i just watch them drift away, and i know jolly well what's causing it... sighz. i try to be amiable... but sometimes things don't work out...
...
i'm starting to write quite a bit. seems kind of solace, i guess. fiction is always good 'cause it leaves a lot to the imagination. but i seem to like the WRONG kind of fiction >< aghs, we'll see how it turns out, again...
posted by CHENZ | 5:34 AM
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