gonna hate fridays from now on...
friday's schedule is jam-packed. like damn, except for a one-hour lunch break it's brain-power all the way until 9:00 at night. school officially ends at 2:00, then it's Mr. Wong not-so-private tuition until 4:00, then econs H3 until 6:00, then bridge until 8:30. WOW great day huh?
was speaking about a certain issue with Sherwin and Preston during lunch, and brought it up again when going home with yannie and annong. (heh, sorry to intrude on the privacy there ^_^") seems like something i posted on the class blog with the help of sue MUCH earlier in the year holds out. what it is, it's "sensitive" so i won't say here.
yeah, and the resolution i made a few posts back... quite a lot of people have beaten me to it. i try, i really try to mix around and avoid sticking to one group, but some factors prevent us, people who are willing, from doing so. no it isn't something like "you can't force conversation" or "we have nothing much in common" anymore. it goes much deeper than that. i was gullible enough to believe it once, i won't do so another time.
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was reading the newspaper this morning, and right across the front page of the"home" section is about the skeletal remains they found. it's sad isn't it, to have someone leading such a secluded life that she isn't even missed by anyone! i wonder, if i disappear for some reason, would there be alarm? would anyone miss me at all? some questions i don't dare to answer, but i suppose it will reveal itself one of these days.
maybe i shouldn't be putting so much effort into helping others anymore then, looking at the way things go. self-centredness is a fault of human beings, but what choice is there when kindness and helpfulness is always being repaid with being ignored, being insulted, and others? heck, there's even a chinese phrase "gou pu mao zi - duo guan xian shi" for it. the situation causes the fault in humans, not the fault creating the situation.
was speaking about a certain issue with Sherwin and Preston during lunch, and brought it up again when going home with yannie and annong. (heh, sorry to intrude on the privacy there ^_^") seems like something i posted on the class blog with the help of sue MUCH earlier in the year holds out. what it is, it's "sensitive" so i won't say here.
yeah, and the resolution i made a few posts back... quite a lot of people have beaten me to it. i try, i really try to mix around and avoid sticking to one group, but some factors prevent us, people who are willing, from doing so. no it isn't something like "you can't force conversation" or "we have nothing much in common" anymore. it goes much deeper than that. i was gullible enough to believe it once, i won't do so another time.
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was reading the newspaper this morning, and right across the front page of the"home" section is about the skeletal remains they found. it's sad isn't it, to have someone leading such a secluded life that she isn't even missed by anyone! i wonder, if i disappear for some reason, would there be alarm? would anyone miss me at all? some questions i don't dare to answer, but i suppose it will reveal itself one of these days.
maybe i shouldn't be putting so much effort into helping others anymore then, looking at the way things go. self-centredness is a fault of human beings, but what choice is there when kindness and helpfulness is always being repaid with being ignored, being insulted, and others? heck, there's even a chinese phrase "gou pu mao zi - duo guan xian shi" for it. the situation causes the fault in humans, not the fault creating the situation.
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